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chaotickindbird

Heya everyone, bad news.

I have to move back in with my abusive family next week.

I have no money and no job and I need to start fighting to get disability because my mental illnesses make it nearly impossible for me to work in a Regular work environment, so I don’t have a way to get back out again fast.

I don’t want to be here asking for donations but here I am

My PayPal is winter.fauna12@gmail.com

Any little bit of money helps. Any and every bit.

I also can do tarot card and pendulum readings and make custom bath magic spells for anything you may need.

Pendulum questions- 1 USD per

One card pulls- 2 USD

Three card spreads- 5 USD

Custom sigils - 3 USD

Custom bath magic spells - 7 USD

I will do full color/shading icons for 5 USD (half the price of my last art special)

I can also do small art commissions as well, you can find examples of my art on @shatteredglassstarscream on the #my art tag.

I will do anything (including NSFW) for more money to help survive while I’m back with my family.

If you can’t donate or buy from me please share this. I don’t want to be with my family any longer than absolutely needed.

chaotickindbird

I’m leaving to go back today.

chaotickindbird

Update: they’re going to make me sell my kitten, Bear.

Either sell him or try and feed him to the dogs next door.

We both need out ASAP

chaotickindbird

Another update:

Positives: I’ve applied for a job that offers housing and health Care. I’m waiting for a call back still (11/28/18).

I’ve gotten so many donations! Thank you so much! Most of it has gone to food and gas for myself, since our fridge looks like this

(and what’s in there is more likely than not rotten.)

So thank you so much to everyone who has donated!!

Bear and I are okay, but he’s been confined to only my room because if he’s out of sight he’s out of mind. (To my family)

Negatives: my hallucinations have gotten so. Much. Worse. Since being here. Panic attacks triggering blackout’s have happened at least three times this week and I’ve ended up locking myself in our bathroom (the only place I feel safe) due to my hallucinations pretty much every night this week.

I had a doctor’s appointment today to get the medicine I need but we had to cancel it because our car broke down, according to my mother. And later, after we missed my appointment, it suddenly miraculously worked so she could go to her friend’s house 🙄

I also found out she was giving medicine of mine (the medicine I need, that I didn’t even know we had) to said friend to help with her husband’s panic attacks….

I felt you all deserved an update.

Thank you so much for sharing this around and your support, everyone.

chaotickindbird

Update:

I didn’t get the job, so I’m still unemployed.

I won’t stop applying for everything, things just feel a lot more hopeless.

I could possibly be getting my job at mc Donald’s back but I won’t be able to move out with that job, it doesn’t pay enough.

Thank you for all the donations I’ve got, but the traveling it took to get to this interview has left me with almost all of it gone.

If you could just spare a dollar or two to get me past the holidays I’d be so grateful.

Happy holidays, everyone.

chaotickindbird

Update!

Happy new year everyone,

I might be going to the mental hospital in the new year.

My mental state from being here still has gotten so much worse that for the past couple of days I’ve been dangerously suicidal.

My mom asked me to hold on until the new year.

When her surgery is

So I can babysit my brother who tells me on a near daily basis he wished I successfully committed suicide.

And that doesn’t help you Know?

My only lifeline right now is my phone and I desperately need help paying the bill for next month which is 60$ so I can keep in contact with my support system and my girlfriend.

Thank you to everything has donated to me, you have no idea how much you’ve helped these past couple of months.

Can I please ask for a little boost to keep me my lifeline until I can go to the hospital (and hopefully beg for help out of my household from there?)

12/29/99 (my birthday :’) )

chaotickindbird

The phone bill situationbis a lot worse than I thought and it looks like I’m gonna need somewhere around 150-200$ to care for it. I don’t know how it got this bad..

chaotickindbird

Great Fucking News

I have 5 days left from today (1/1/19) to pay $315 to Verizon to keep my phone on.

I don’t have that much.

I have $30 in my bank (from a very kind donation, thank you.) And I’m finishing up 2 more commissions within the week but I don’t know if I’ll finish them on time before my time is up.

I’m panicking

This is the only way I have access to money, or my friends and family and I’m going to lose if if I don’t get enough money within 5 days.

Please help me.

Commission me or donate. I’m desperate.

Here’s a link to my current tarot spreads specials (I do these immediately)

I have a few different commissions open right now but I don’t think I can finish art commissions on time.

And I can be asked questions for the prices listed above.

Please

Please please

Commission me or donate. I’m desperate.

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Reminder that

Everyone at studio bones has the hots for Reigen

stuckinthisgodforsakenhellhole

One:

Bones:

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Don’t forget the thirstiest one

stuckinthisgodforsakenhellhole

Shit you right, I forgot

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@pandadistractions

pandadistractions

even the animator that does the pain on glass frames wants him

pandadistractions

and don’t forget:

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staanuris

i literally CANNOT and WILL NEVER get over that one Sad Pic with the story of how a girl and a guy were on a motorcycle and he noticed a wall in front of them so he stopped to let her off and then he drove into the wall and died

staanuris

IT WAS A CAR NOT A MOTORCYCLE IM. STILL LAUGIHMG YHOUGH

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gays rb this with ur favorite way to sit wrong in a chair

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literallyaflame

when i was a little kid, i didn’t care for movies. my parents always admonished me for sitting too close to the screen or fidgeting too much, so i turned to books instead. when i was four, i tried to watch the first harry potter movie. i absolutely loved it, but it wasn’t enough for me. i had to get my hands on that book. the teachers at pre-school said it was a horrible idea, but i read the first two books anyway.

then came kindergarten. the teachers scolded my parents for letting me bring novels to school. “she can’t possibly understand them,” they said. so they gave me tests on the books. i made perfect scores on all of them. i preferred books to movies and television; movies didn’t do justice to the stories i loved.

so, they marked me down as a “gifted child.” they tested my IQ and everything. i was the perfect student, in their eyes. i sat in the front and listened to the teachers as intently as i could.

one day after school, i ran up to my mother and hugged her. then, i turned my head and saw my mother walking towards me. i looked up at the woman i had hugged. “you’re not my mother,” i said, astutely.

my mother, a clever woman, thought to have my eyesight tested. turns out, i had horrible vision. somewhere around 20/450. functionally blind without glasses. not ideal for anyone, especially a six year old.

all my life until that point, people thought i must be some sort of brilliant prodigy, eschewing television and movies for more intellectual pursuits, but actually i just couldn’t fucking see lol